I Opened the door and I saw the Light (Part 2)

One year lapsed I was almost as I was the year before, a little had changed in me. A new festival was coming.

My wife and I went there, I thought I would also practise a little English while I was there. It was the last day of the festival, and I happened to meet this English lady called Marjie, (I think, and Marjie knows this was not a coincidence, but a God incidence). She was visiting a young man that she had assisted to enter the Cenacolo a couple of years earlier. We started a conversation with rather stupid questions, then she asked me why I was at the festival, I told her my son was in Cenacolo Community two years earlier but not there now, She asked me where my son is now, so I replied "He is with my brother and sister but he is far from being happy" She joined her hands together and said to me "You know what to do for your son, don't you, Pray" to which I replied "I can't pray" She replied "You don't have to be on your knees all day just say, Lord please help me, please help my son" Also the young man said "You don't have to do many things Just say Jesus, Jesus"

I then said "I am not a good father" they replied, "Just ask for forgiveness, start afresh this minute, you are forgiven". Marjie told me she had forgiven her father, and loved him, also the young man loved his father who had not always been the best. I cried, their words touched my heart.

We agreed to keep in touch by e-mail, I needed to hear more of this thinking. Marjie told me about her experiences in Medjugorje, I replied "I would NEVER go there" she told me about Phil's witness, 'A Walk in the Dark' so I asked her to send it to me. I was deeply touched, it reminded me of many parts of my life, I didn't want to cry but I was forced to, I thought it over a lot.

Then she asked me if I would like to listen to 'Gospa Oratorio' cd, I think she was slowly leading the way forward for me, not giving me too much to handle at one time. I agreed she could send 'Gospa' to me. Several days later I received the cd and I was deeply touched again.